Sunday, October 16, 2011

15th Entry

Readers, a lot has happened since my last post.

The mansion is... well, things aren't exactly going as we had hoped. I haven't been able to post lately due to all the craziness... I'll try to get back to updating you as often as possible.

Everyone has been busy around the house, and here are a couple of reasons why.

Firstly, Mystery has gone to find the Executor and save her niece... If you follow the creep's blog, you already know he has her. If Shady had been here, maybe we could have stopped Mystery from going alone and sent the two together but... Mystery decided that this was something she had to do alone. I wish I could see inside Mystery's head, to know what she's thinking and if she is still alright, but we all have to trust that she is doing the right thing by hunting down the Executor alone... I pray that she is safe...

I had to resist chasing after her, but I realized that with Mystery gone I'd have to step up and take on some of the responsibilities. All I can do is wish her well. She left us with a great deal of supplies and notes on spells and such, and some items that should help us if we should run into trouble... Magic weapons and things like that. Instructions on how to use them... I don't know anything about this stuff, but I think we'll manage. The wards are still up, and she left us a bunch of information on everything that she has already done to protect the mansion. It's a lot to cover, and I don't want to disclose too much information to the public, but she definitely did us a huge favor before she left.

Mystery, I hope to see you again soon... You always have us here, waiting for you to come home to your family. I wish you hadn't left so soon, I feel like I was just starting to really get to know you. Thanks for trying to cheer me up and keep me going whenever I was falling into an emotional gutter. Please don't get yourself hurt.

Who knows what's going to happen now... All I know is that we're going to do this together, we're going to figure this out.

Next big thing... I'm a father. DeMii gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, and I can't describe how beautiful they both are. I love you, DeMii, and I love our daughter.

It is a blessing in itself that DeMii survived the pregnancy and the birthing. I... I am so thankful to still have you, especially in all of this...

I wish I could write my emotions about all of this onto this paper, but its... immense. I don't know where to start. Despite the abrupt disappearance of Mystery and all of the other craziness, I'm in a state of profound happiness...

This is also another reason I couldn't chase after Mystery, I need to stay and protect DeMii and all the others...

As for dealing with MASC, I'm gonna try and take over where Mystery left off. I'm not nearly as good as Mystery at negotiations and such, but I can try my best until Shady comes back and we can figure this all out.

I typed the rest of this post up last night, and I'm inserting it below.

I'll update you on things related to the entire group later.

Until then,
-Doctor Proctor

-- More details on my past --

Last entry I briefly touched on my past. Today, I'd like to discuss it a little bit more.

It's obvious that some kind of evil was connected to the story about the skinny man who ate children. A supposedly innocent campfire horror story that went wildly wrong. Something happened after that story was told, some monster was summoned into my life. That creature is what most people call the Slender Man. I call him by a few different names, most of which I learned at a young age. These nicknames have stuck throughout the years, and are goofy or (depending on my mood) vulgar.

Daddy Long-Legs. The Anorexic Freak. Mr. Clean. Hangman. The Abductor. White Fingers. Faceless. Tree Spirit. Michael Jackson.

Yeah, lots of fun names. I don't know where a lot of  them originated from... Some of them were just jokes, while some of them are more legitimate than others.

I always get a headache when I start writing about him and my past. It would be funny if it wasn't so painful...

So, anyways, now you know how it started. A couple weeks after my first encounter with the Slender Man, my parents pulled me out of the pack. They started worrying for my safety, but I still saw him sometimes. He was watching me from my backyard once. Looking back now, I wasn't exactly scared of him. I was more... fascinated... And I was confused. I wanted to know who he was, but I didn't want to have to ask him. I would always tell my parents when I saw him, but he'd always disappear before they could see him...

Friday, October 7, 2011

14th Entry

Mystery is gone, and nobody is happy about it. MASC is on edge, and I'm worried for her. I wouldn't say Mystery and I are extremely close in comparison to Shady and Demii, but I'm afraid for her safety and as soon as we realized she had disappeared I went to the edge of the woods to look for her. Something freaky is going on...

He was waiting in the woods. I saw him out of the corner of my eye, and stopped myself from passing the wards to search for Mystery. Only an idiot would walk out into danger like that, and I still remembered the beating I'd gotten last time I had made an idiotic mistake. Demii (I keep having to remind myself not to call her Lullaby anymore) wouldn't be happy if I went and got myself torn up by the creep in the suit... I forced myself to walk back to the mansion. A headache set in as I was walking away from him.

I don't know why he was waiting for me, and to be honest it scares me. Does it have to do with Mystery going into the woods to look for Shadowchild (or whatever it is called)? I told the first MASC agent I saw about Slender Man being nearby, and the mansion filled with activity. By the time MASC started patrolling the area, he had disappeared. Was he trying to tell me something, or threaten me? I still can't tell. He's been showing up a lot, lately.

Mystery is still out there, and as much as I want to search for her I know that she wouldn't want us putting ourselves at risk for her... I feel useless just sitting around, though. MASC is doing who-knows-what to find her, and I've been trying to help out as much as possible but... really, there isn't much I can do.

I've got a lot of questions suddenly. I wish Shady was around...

I might as well write about my past while I'm at it.

Where to start...? My life was a lie up until the day I awoke from an elaborate dream. My life might STILL be a lie, but what good does it do acting paranoid?

When I was a small child, I was exposed to Slender Man by a friend. He was one of my close buddies in my cub-scout group, and on outings he would always scare the other kids with his campfire horror stories. His stories never bothered me until the night I saw something in the woods... I don't know if it was Slender Man himself or a proxy, but I know that there was something watching me and my friends at night. Weeks later, my friend told us the story of a slender man who, no matter what he eats, could not gain weight, so he eats children in an attempt to feed his endless hunger. Needless to say, bad things started happening after that story...

Be back later, I'm going to go see Demii.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

13th Entry

Dear Readers,
I've got a couple of things say in this post... Where to begin is what I'm struggling with.

I guess I might as well start with Lullaby... who isn't actually Lullaby, in reality. She came out about being someone named Dollmaker, but now she has asked that we all refer to her as Demii. I'm very confused. I'm not upset or mad, I don't feel betrayed or deceived... I just wish I had all the facts straight. Demii and I have been talking and I've been trying to figure it all out in my head, but thinking about it hurts. I don't understand it, and I'm worried about her. I'm worried for her safety, for what is going on inside of her. I don't want to see her hurt. I promise, Demii, I'll protect you. If you need me, please don't hesitate to ask. I'm here for you. I'm here for you entirely. I love you, even if you aren't Lullaby. 

Next thing I have to talk about is these dreams... They are rough. I don't know what's wrong with me or what's going on inside my head, but I can't stop seeing theAdvocate when I close my eyes... and that's not the worst part. I keep having vivid dreams about Thuggee, as well. I don't know how those two are connected, but for some reason they are always waiting for me behind my eyelids... 
I've been worried about what's going on in my subconscious, so I took the dreams to Mystery for advice. She thinks I might be developing some-kind of unhealthy obsession... That could be a possibility in the context of theAdvocate, but I don't have a beef with Thuggee. He's never done anything to me, and I've only glanced at his blog once or twice since he launched the attack on the mansion. Part of me wonders if I have some kind of subconscious rage against the freak because he attacked my friends in the DAS... but.... I don't know for sure.
In the end, its just another thing to worry about. Mystery is concerned, and suggested I talk to one of the MASC psychologists... I'm not happy.  I... I don't want to deal with psychologists again. My head is hurting, and I'm not in the mood to think about it. 

I have a bad past with psychologists... but I have a lot of bad things in my past. I'm afraid that these dreams will develop into something more, though... I need to talk to Demii about this. I can't make the decision on my own. 
What is wrong with me. What is wrong with my brain? 

I'll be back to write more tomorrow. I managed to develop a headache from writing this post. 
- Doctor Proctor

Monday, October 3, 2011

Quick Update

I ended up at MASC's base after the faceless creeper encounter, and I don't remember much. I slept a lot, but near the end of my short visit something awful almost took place. Those pigs at MASC tried to force Lullaby to have an abortion! 

Um... I don't think I've mentioned this publicly on my blog yet, so I'll do it now. Lullaby is pregnant, and... the baby is mine. We... rushed into things when theAdvocate had us in his basement... but I don't regret it, and I'm going to help Lullaby through this. I think I might be in love, and I'm not gonna leave her with this burden because I'm afraid of facing the consequences of my actions. I'm going to be a father. It's a weird feeling, but I am gonna continue to protect Lullaby and our baby until the day that I die. Which, could be sooner than later...

The only problem is that the baby doesn't seem to be growing like a normal baby... I don't understand what's going on, honestly, so I won't try to explain it. Everything is so crazy right now, I haven't been able to get everything straight. Check out Mystery's blog for answers.

When the MASC doctors tried to force Lullaby to go through with the abortion, I tried to stop them. When they brought her to see me before the procedure, I tried to keep them from her. I failed... They sedated me. I don't remember much. It... I feel like a screw up. I'm useless if I can't protect the people I care about.

I woke up back at the mansion. Apparently, Mystery did what I couldn't and saved Lullaby before those monsters could do anything to her. On her way out, she managed to check me out as well. I'm still kinda bruised up from the attack, but I can get around pretty well.

Something weird to note for future study... My body healed up unusually fast. I'm curious to if this is somehow related to my past, or maybe MASC has some type of magic medicine they've created... If I could get my hands on some of that, it would be very useful...

Last note: I'll try to get to the topic of my past uploaded tomorrow... I don't know why things always get so crazy whenever I bring it up.

Till then,
- Doctor Proctor